well, i had the craziest dream ever, which when i actually thought about it long enough, somehow made me question myself. am i that much of a tease? well, i don't think so; cause whatever i say i will do, i do it, somehow or someway. but, it made me ask, am i that much of a player? well, i hope not? haha. i mean, really, the dream was not really terrible, but it made feel somehow guilty. should i even feel guilty in the first place?

well, today, it was fun. while walking home today with caleen and maz, we were absolutely bonkers! singing and dancing!! HAHA. i think those people must think that we were crazy! HAHA. but who cares as long as we are having fun?

anyways, we must really dress up for that day alright? remember: going out with a bang! ((:

well, you know, what's not meant to be, is not meant to be alright? and, no, you are not a fool nor are you mean for doing those things. just do it before it's too late! remember, quick and painless!

okay, i feel like sucha a bitch.

another bitchy day for me today filled with the finest sarcasm. and i know what some of you might be thinking. but that is so not true okay! i'm not always a bitch! i'm nice!!

I AM ALRIGHT.

anyways, i really don't know how the conversation lead to those topics? hmm.. but, it was interesting none the less.

steven = tiny weeny.

HAHA. ((:

okay. enough of that.

but you know what? i really can't stand those people. well, quite a number of types... but okay; today we shall settle the first one:

those people looking staring at stuff [you should know what i'm refering to] that the shouldn't.

well, i can't stand it!! seriously! i mean, i feel extremely violated! i'm sure the rest of you feel the same way too. i mean, it's like not only those old men, i mean, those who are like holding hands with their partners and still looking. the worst is, i'm not even doing anything! i'm not even posing suggestively, and worse,

I'M IN MY BLOODY SCHOOL UNIFORM!!

wth.

i mean, you guys out there are just perverse.

gosh.

so please,

stop looking.
plus, i think i'm still underaged.
well, maybe no. i'm already sixteen.
but still....

it's like eww!

okay, i have no idea what's with today, but i was seriously bimbotic.

anyways, the photos! ((:

the binging and purging with xuan that friday. had a fantastic time. that is till the getting sick part. and the pigging out part...

loves it!


us.


buck toothed.


peace yo!


close ups.






digging for gold.


lastly, the purging.


the greatest news, for a long time. freda's coming back again!! ((:

yays!

xoxo.